After Everything, Why Do I Bother Trying?

I talk a lot about how difficult it is to make YouTube videos, how long it takes, how my health can be a challenge. So, fine Elissa, if it's SO hard, why do you keep trying? Why don't you just give up and do something else? I can't really help it. Despite all the difficulties, I just love it too much. I hope you like the video 💛